Today has been a good day. Other then my internal feelings, I've had no problems dealing with life.. LOL
Jess and I are getting along great again and it feels good to be back to normal. It will be a lot of work to keep things moving in the right direction but at least it is work I am more than happy to do.
As far as my internal feelings are concerned, it will take me a while to work through them. It is hard to hear what I have heard and not be affected by it so I don't feel badly for having my feelings. I just feel badly that this whole thing ever had to happen.
Alas, I believe that is it for this evening. I'm all typed out...